Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Life is really a difficult thing. You never know that is what is going to be dealt to you! The hand that I was dealt is a difficult one. If in the Lords eyes this is what I must go threw, Experience, or feel. Then that is what I must do. But when you are a ripped apart from the life, the only life that you know! Due to some unfair circumstance's . Bad choice's , the worst timing. The bigger picture says it will work it self out. The bigger picture says it my not be fare ,all happens for reasons. But when it is all said and done I still miss you everyday. Everyday I put on the clown make up and pretend, Pretend that this is how it just has to be. But before your feet hit the floor in the morning and if I cross your precious mind? I love you. I miss you..Missing you is just a heartache of mine that I guess I have to just bare forever.But do not ever think that I am not missing you~.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
I have been writting this for a little while . I must say though , as a new (still learning ) writter . It has done so much for me.(Spiritauly ) Sounds starnge right? But when you were a person who could never find ther place in the world. Then you find something that you did have within you all along . Just did not have anyone to push you. It is enoromus feeling inside of self worth or a place in the world. I new that I always wanted this since I can remember. But never had that push that I needed. So I have started a novel. Called Salem Sisters. I am not to sure about keeping this title though. Or keeping that version of the story .Finding time in a hectic life of always working and just being a mother is almost impossible. But writting is what I love to do and I will always find the time!