Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Life is really a difficult thing. You never know that is what is going to be dealt to you! The hand that I was dealt is a difficult one. If in the Lords eyes this is what I must go threw, Experience, or feel. Then that is what I must do. But when you are a ripped apart from the life, the only life that you know! Due to some unfair circumstance's . Bad choice's , the worst timing. The bigger picture says it will work it self out. The bigger picture says it my not be fare ,all happens for reasons. But when it is all said and done I still miss you everyday. Everyday I put on the clown make up and pretend, Pretend that this is how it just has to be. But before your feet hit the floor in the morning and if I cross your precious mind? I love you. I miss you..Missing you is just a heartache of mine that I guess I have to just bare forever.But do not ever think that I am not missing you~.